Car

Car

On the freeway looking out,

a world whirls by past my anxieties

blinkers on, off, unsteady

lane changes and side swipes

and I feel unsteady.

 

 

 

I stick my hand out to the air,

the empty seat next to me

where I wish I was 

with another’s hand holding me.

 

 

 

I want to go where someone else goes,

not off and around on my own

singing my old love songs—

until I remember . . .

 

 

 

There’s a hand to hold

even when I don’t feel it breach

my overheated space. 

There’s one who guides

and who drives

holding the wheel when I don’t understand

the road ahead.

He sits beside

within the tide of my raging worries

unseen but always present.

He knows the future,

the perfect GPS.

And I can worship my stoplight songs knowing

He steers the car I’m belted to

though it’s my shaky hands that grip the wheel.

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